Sunday, November 30, 2008
Needless to say, service was awesome(: Pastor Charles Nieman. He touched on faith and what it is. Faith is believing and speaking.
Going off to Hong Kong on wednesday, all the way till the following tuesday. As a result I'll be missing Arrow )):
My head's spinning right about now.... POOEY!!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Went Bukit Timah Hill climbing with the JC cluster today. I am VERY TIRED! The inital road up is so steep that when you go downhill you can't really stop. We had games(which was really quite fun) and then the limbo thing which was quite funny. Dined with my CG at Al-Ahzar. Not bad! Tom yam soup's too spicy for me. My throat was screaming at me. Heh!
Anyway....... I'm so tired I'm going to sleep now. OH what SWEET SWEET SLEEP I'm going to have(: Thank you Jesus!!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Hung out with my groupmates today. Watched quarantine..Vinci's idea. Lets just say it's not my type of movie, it was really gruesome. I felt like puking after the movie.
Anyway, I met Meiqi(: Aw I miss her HAHA!!!!! I can go holiday with them already!!!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I HATE HOUSEWORK. The hatred for it runs deep in my veins. I promise to study hard, make enough money, hire whatever help so that I never need to do all these in future. I really HATE it so so so much. HATE. Not even hanging up the bloody clothes..... ugh!!!!
See paper qualification is so bloody important. All the talk about getting ahead in life without it being possible is deceiving. ARGH!!!!!!
BIG CAR BIG HOUSE BIG POCKET BIG WALLET (speaking of wallet... saw one I really like I think I should get it) BIG WHATEVER............ AHHHHH acutally all these doesn't even make sense.... I just HATE HOUSEWORK...tsk.
DENISE IS COMING BACK TOMORROW(: Maybe I should go pick her up. I'll text her or something. Yes!!!! I miss my girlFRIENDS. Denise Le Nic Ali!!!!!
And Ashley
And Farhanah
And Vera (I owe her insect repellent)
And Eunice
And Nicolette
And Yiwen(whom I haven't seen in like forever...my fault): )
Not forgetting MY COUSINS, but I'm going off to Hong Kong with them.... LOVERS!!!!!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
I BAKED PINEAPPLE TARTS TODAY(: Actually, I ate more then I baked...YUM-O! Eating is funn-er then baking(:
Anyways, CCA got brought forward to tmr 9 to 1...SIAN! I haven't thought of an official reason. Four hours of pure torture. I hate learning new pieces, but I know it'll get lovely once we all know our parts and all. SYF piece is crazy! Don't know if I'll be around even till then. (: Miss ong's coming tmr........ so I guess. I never shld have taken up my position, then things would have been so much easier. Eunice!!!!!!!!! HURRY BACK FROM ENGLAND!!!
Acutally it's kinda great it got brought forward, then I'll be able to meet Lynn and the others on thursday. Should I go? I've been spending excessively on food.
Note to self: Jer, PLEASE START STUDYING!!!!!!!!!!!! Math seems like something cool to start with(:
Sunday, November 23, 2008
There's choir tomorrow and Ms Chen isn't around. I need to talk to her, but she won't be back until the 20th of dec. Abba, help me. I really don't want to go for CCA anymore. I don't want to dislike singing, cause I really love singing. I guess I need to find so teacher to talk too.
HAd a talk with my mum yesterday, she told me if I don't get my grades by mids she's pulling me out of school. It's crazy. Haha? Suddenly, it seems all blurry again. I feel so inadequate. Why does it take me three years and the rest only two? How am I going to feel when people start talking behind my back? Will I really be okay? I guess only God knows, and knows He does. Abba Daddy, I'm scared but you are my Rock.
I really need sleep now. Quite tired. I hope something good happens this week. Let's start with getting rid of this cough I'm having.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
I SURVIVED OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE! no... let me correct that statement.
JERLYNN SURVIVIED OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE! Like can you believe it? ME?! If you're wondering why. I'm not the clean freak, but insects/mud/grass/being dirty is not quite my thing. However it so happens that OBS is all for the insects/mud/grass/being dirty. So you can imagine what I've been through.
Day 1 was quite boring... met the group, knew no one. There's 16 of us in MARSHALL. How fun right? What I remember most about that night was the sleeping bit, I couldn't sleep. Not that I didn't want to, I just couldn't. We had to hike for about 20 mins to get to the campsite? Siao right.... there were so many disgusting bugs there. I was wondering if all of this was worth it...
Day 2 was a little better? We had a height challenge. It was erm.....quite shiong. I kept stepping on samuel's fingers. I almost gave up cause we were like damn stuck and I had a freaking dizzy spell(cause it was damn hot), iyah but we reached the top anyways. After that we kayaked to some other beach. Some nice guy from munshii gave me a cookie.... he deserves some tuna(: The night there was really bad): Shazwan set up a campfire which was really cool(: I was so annoyed cause I slept for an hour, and woke up...couldn't get back to sleep. I kept telling myself I couldn't make it and I needed to go home the next day.
Day 3 was pure crazyness!!!!!!!! We had our SEA-ex. We are like the freaking pioneer batch to try that route. Marshall and Munshii..... yeah we kayaked through the swamps together. So parts the water was clean and ther others.....er not so....damn oily)))): Thank you Jesus for the tuna, I'm sure you left it there for me. Lunch was awesome shared it with some of the munshii people(we took their oreo)..... flattened bread with tuna spread never tasted this good. We reached campsite real early(: So we had a chance to play around in the water!!!! That night I slept like a baby.
Day 4 was Land-ex. It's an activity that really got the group together. We got lost, biten together. Walked and carried heavy tents and bags. It was really tiring. Although we didnt reach in time, I'm sure it was really memorable for all of us. We kept encouraging ourselves by saying stuff like "YEAH WE'RE GOING TO BATHE SOON! TMR IS BUFFET TIME" Erm that night we got lecture by our instructor........... many many things happened........... hmmmmmm..............
Day 5 was boring didn't do much. But for the first time we managed to complete something.... in time HAHAHAHAHAHA. Took the boat back....... we headed to sakae.... REAL FOOD in days. Laughed till we went red.
Thank you Marshall, for going through all that shit with me...(:
Sunday, November 16, 2008
A TRIP TO BUGIS STREET.
Can you imagine....... HAHA yeah went shopping with Denise and Nic today(: We had tonnes of fun! Silly things were said. I shall not mention any(:
Anyways..... OBS TMR!!!! crappyduppy.................................................................. I can't wait for friday........ for two reasons. One good(:, the other not so good):
Saturday, November 15, 2008
I just got back from Arrow. LOVE IT! what can I say, it was awesome! The message really spoke to me today. Thank you Abba, thank you pastor Lian. I really needed to hear all of it again.
My CG did this blue streaks of hair thing... really cool man!!!!! WEST-B!!!!!!!!!! Anyway, there's never a boring moment when with them(: So it was four girls and a guy(who's laughing at anything and everything). We talked about israel! Jesus thank you for the finances that will pay for my israel trip thats is already on its way to bless me. I really want to go so so much. I'm sure it'll be a life-changing experience. The pastors are there now! It must be really awesome!
AW shucks (: Nothing is better then a smile.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
08S02... A class like no other
To them, with love
Jerlynn, your holiday is so uneventful. Absolutely boring! I can start studying for mids, which is about 8 months away. Or grab a really cool book to read or find a really interesting thing to do online. But studying sounds good, just impossible to do since I'm at home all the time(:
Meeting Eunice tomorrow for breakfast before choir starts. Jer, you will NOT be late. Choir will start at 10 and end at 2 in the afternoon. So.... WOOOHOO? Yeah, I still love singing but I still can't get over the fact that I've got CCA on the 24th and 26th of december. 24th is christmas eve. Not christmas.. but you get my point. 26th is my dad's birthday. It's customary that my parents take that day off and we stone and complain about what a boring day it is (: I'm not going to break the custom for choir. Nowhere in hell am I going to do that. Yeah singing for the sick and feeble people... yeah ANYTIME, but not at the expense of my precious holidays. Childish, immature, uncaring little brat you say? You don't even know me.
"Jer, it's going to affect your chances of etting in to a uni in future!" " Jer, wasted" "Jer, you don't like singing already meh?" Childish, immature? TOTALLY! I think everyone deserves a little of it every now and then. Anyway for the record, no amount of CCA's going to get me anywhere, Jesus will with or without a CCA.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Ever felt like you are such a let down? Like you've let the person who you love so dearly down? I'm feeling it, and it feels like crap. Jesus, take it away! I'm thinking of so many things now. Thinking of solutions, consequences and the impact of my actions throughout the year. Don't worry I'm not in that sort of trouble. I guess until I tell her what has happened, or going to happen rather, I'll be S-T-U-C-K- stuck. Hitting the wall head-on! Quite smart right?
I feel as though, all of a sudden I'm being flung out about two to three zones away from my comfort zone. Yet there's still a peace, it's illogical, it's crazy! It's like all of a sudden, nothing actually matters. Nothing but Jesus. My mind is in complete chaos, yet I know that all this craziness is actually REDUNDANT! and there's just this shalom peace forcing it's way out.
It seems as if it's getting so tough for us all to meet and chill, but you know what? We will meet because Abba Daddy will cause us all to have time to be there for each other, to enjoy each other. Yeah, they are one of the greatest blessings in my life. Denise, Le, Nic, Ali. Iron sharpen iron, commando friends. People who I know will be there for me anytime anywhere. Girls that I know will support me when I fall because they have Jesus supporting them. Like what I heard from somewhere, it is vital to be thankful. Always thank the people around you, the people who mean so much to you, people who has done so much for you. Say it, even when they don't need to hear it. Say it, because you need to hear it. So to them THANK YOU and THANK YOU.
When God meant for us to have friends. When he gives them to you, love them and enjoy them, however never ever try to make things work cause it will amount to nothing. We enjoy, leave the working to God(:
If an earthly father knows so much as to give the very best to his child, what more my heavenly Father who freely gives me ALL things at the expense of His only son. God so loved me, He gave his only son to die for me. He is the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end. If He says Jerlynn is a success, who's to say I am not? Who's to say that I failed just because of this? HAHA Thank you Jesus(: Thank you Abba(:
Mugging tomorrow. Pointless, I know. But what the heck. I'm so bored at home anyways. But I rather go out and study though...... home's like..... to distracting(:
There's Arrow this saturday and I'm not missing it for the world.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
I guess I love today a lot.
Today, in a long time everyone was together having fun. Laughing and smiling. It could be a surface thing, these smiles could be built on things that aren't that great, but still...it's a start(:
Was suppose to meet subodh and the rest, due to some complications I had a change of plan. I went to meet Leying at Vivocity(: To watch Quantum of Solace.... didn't really understand it.. but hehheh it was really really LOUD.
Guess what(: Yeah only Leying knows HAHA.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
Ever felt overwhelmed? I'm feeling overwhelmed):
- I had to submit the form but didn't. Yet I really want to go Jesus, HOW?
- Come up with excuses to skip CCA during the dec period. like that how to study?!!!!
- GPP
- I and R
Okay I shall rant and complain. I really hate the fact that I've got CCA on saturday and sunday and eve of christmas. I don't want to miss Arrow for the world. Choir is not going to get me a place in the university, Jesus will. Yes, I know VP. You know what? Okay so I admit, I can't deliever, SO?! It just so happens school is a five-day thing. My personal life leh. Teachers if you ever read this, I'm sorry. WTH
